Radioviolet - In My Shadow

When did this all become
The same sad joke I’ve heard a million times before
When did I lose sight of
The only part of me that I recognize anymore
Can’t slow down I just break down
Nothing’s the way I thought it’d be just two years ago
When did I take a wrong turn
And will I ever find my way back to the road alone

I lie here razed and numb
Another sucker for delusions that they feed us all
I try here without an outcome
Scratching away at every surface for a miracle
Can’t stop now I can’t quit now
Cause my reflection in the mirror is unavailable
The visions never do fade
Cause all I see today’s a future that I’ll never know

In my shadow
In my shadow
In my shadow
I’ll find myself again
In my shadow
In my shadow
In my shadow
I can’t forget who I am
Oh, no, no, no, no
Oh, no, no, no, no

Everyday is a rerun
A hell bent broken record that I can’t conceal
Every way is the wrong one
Yet I sit avid as ever behind the wheel
Can’t let go, it won’t let go
After the pain after the rain the swan will sing it’s song
After all’s said and done
I am the shadow of a man and he is dead and gone

I said I’ll never be the man I was before (in my shadow)
I’ll find myself again
Cause now I finally see I’m living on the floor
I can’t forget who I am
Oh, no, no, no, no
Oh, no, no, no, no